Why I Gave Up On Psychiatrists
My first psychic break followed a series of thefts (300 hives were stolen - a yard at a time over three months). I was labelled schizophrenic even though an interview might have led a different authority to consider post traumatic stress, but NO ONE IN THE PSYCH FIELD was interested in my very stressful condition that led to the break. I was given these doses of Haldol on my first nine day stay at the hospital: 170 milligrams; 240 milligrams; 80 milligrams;, 60 milligrams; 60 milligrams; 100 milligrams; 120 milligrams; 120 milligrams; 140 milligrams 60 milligrams. The recommended daily dose of Haloperidal is 6 milligram and experts agree that one should never exceed 30 milligrams.
I had several other "doctors" but none that earned my respect. One told me risperdal regulated only dopamine when I talked about how it affects serotonin also (which I learned from the company literature) and he argued that the Vietnam vets suffered from PTSD because they were not welcomed home when I said it was caused by the trauma of not knowing who was an enemy and who was a friend (hypervigilance or approval of strangers - which do you think is more stressful). Another gave my friend a neuroleptic and Ritalin at the same time (talk about stepping on the gas and the brake at the same time)and she denied that a lady who had strange mouth motions was suffering from a side effect of her psych drug. When I tried to talk about my thefts, she dismissed me and added Paxil to my regime. I wrote up my theory about REM sleep and psychosis but she ignored it also. The only other one I talked to agreed to cut my dose by 1/3 without telling me that one has to taper gradually and I had an attack of mania. I actually don't think they know what the hell they are doing. I AM NOT A SCIENTOLOGIST.
8 Comments:
I agree 100% with the need for REM sleep, without it your brain can semi-dream during the awake hours , and the semi-dream gets enterpreted as psycosis.
When under heavy stess, who sleeps well?
Wow! I can't believe they put you on that much haldol!!! I get ONE injection of haldol every four weeks, but I only get 25mg. Where in the world did you get this treatment??? I agree that psychiatry done wrong is harmful, but psychiatry done right can be lifesaving.
:) kristin from kristinbell.org
Hi Kristin: That happened in Dickinson North Dakota. I think that one still runs the psych unit. I still cannot believe the nurses who seemed so nice went along.
sorry to hear about such a lousy experience. This kind of thing gives the rest of us mental health workers a bad name. BTW-even if you are schizophrenic-that doesn't make you a bad person or someone whose opinions and thoughts don't count.
Paul: I know I am a good person who always told the truth but you are wrong about anyone respecting the opinion of someone labelled schizophrenic.
When mental health people say things like even if you are schizophrenic-that doesn't make you a bad person or someone whose opinions and thoughts don't count they actually think they are reassuring you while it always irritated me that they were so patronizing - that is how you talk to a child, not an equal. No wonder people opt out of most programs you people create.
Why would anyone trust the judgement of someone so incompetent as to prescribe such massive overdoses? It is almost impossible to remove a misdiagnosis from a record. You have my sympathy.
Saying you are not crazy is proof that you are.
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